"Starry eyes" June 05
Spencer Hau
starry eyes on a starry night for the sands of time standing at my feet slowing the sights of sound in the rainbow nights at the clubs...and sorrows away wishing the winds away watering belly dew drops...outcries and no cries no tears ...no sorrow to bare...just the lonesome calling of scary eyes in a star lit night thinking .."now who am I?"
cant you tell that when the rain dries and the skies clear ... all there is to know is that a true sailor does not need a compass...all he needs are the stars of the night to show him which way to go...
so watering on and on and on ...whale watching and bird watching
Untitled June 26, 2005
Spencer Hau
In lost times without borders and windows
Stained glass me
Melting shadows
Chasing after me
Just a dream
Falling windows and borders in time
Binding me inside my mind
My own private hell
Of haunted memories
No
more like memories haunting me
They say all things heal in time
Well time binds me to these dreams
Of hell on earth
And murder before me
They told me it would all go away
But all it has done is gone deeper into my subconscious mind
Controlling me and ruling me
I am a slave to my memories morbid
Driving me
lashing out
And say things I regret
Creating more bad memories of time
"The woman from my dream" April 2005
Spencer
Could this be the woman to be from my dreams
Or am I just imagining things
I am who I think I am
Or is this just hallucinations.
Cause when I looked into her eyes
I saw the universe
Telling me to love and love and love
even on my death bed.
To love
I cannot tell my love from my liking
Do I like this woman or do I love this woman
As we so much mistake
Strong liking for love, for it is said love is eternal
And I know the liking is not.
Eternally liking
No matter how strong the liking is.
A candle flickers in the shadow of time
Ever so dimly portraying the aging of my mind
Things dont seem what they are by Eaglewolf, literature
Literature
Things dont seem what they are
"Things don't seem what they seem" Nov 4th, 2004
Spencer
Rob rob rob
what are we gonna do about you
funny as hell
but a lieing son of bastard
drama king
got me this gig
paid him back in food
and beer
and bongs
still thinks I owe him
just make him laugh
now Bush is in office
what a motherfucker he is
now its war
on our own soil
divided country
divided people
$100 billion deficit
who's gonna pay this one
what hell am I suppose to do
just keep workin?
Working for what?
Pay more taxes
so we can go to more war
maybe it was a good thing
or not
either way....
If you
"A way to be in the city"
March 19, 2005
Spencer
sometimes just saying ur wrong is really saying ur right
it just lets the other person know that u care
stage peppers and bell rings
sound distantly
in the back of the shower
hiding in the stall
comes out mockery
of that life is suppose to be like
it cant be like this
spic and span with grease
all over my window shades
corner buildings
overseeing skyscape landscape
with street performers
in Washington square park
making the street crowd laugh
what more can i ask for
content
that was my day today
ringing sword swallowers
in my ears
"Wanting" August 10, 2005
Spencer
Haven't met a girl who knows what she wants. In fact, I once met a girl who told me that a woman will sleep with your best friend; a woman will even fuck your father and brother. "That's the way women are," she said, "because us women don't really know what we want. That's why we can do things like that…they just lead you on and pretend to act like they know what they want, but really they don't."
So it's like that. That's the end all answer to every question I ever had about women, because it all boiled down to just one; why are women the way they are? It's because women don't really know what they w
Current Residence: United States of Crime and Punishment Favourite photographer: Ansel Adams MP3 player of choice: Ipod cause its sounds awesome Favourite cartoon character: Akira Personal Quote: to thy ownself be true
Favourite Visual Artist
Alex Grey
Favourite Movies
Lucky Slevin
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Pink Floyd
Favourite Writers
Allen Ginsberg
Tools of the Trade
Canon 350D, Canon S70, Acer, Adobe Photoshop CS2, and my mind
Other Interests
snowboard, play guitar, write, take photos, hike, camp, party,play poker, paint, play with animals
I do not get a lot of comments or critique on my photos. Im wondering if my watchers can give me advice on improving my skills.
I do not have any lighting equipment. Most of my photos are outdoors, or nightshots with long shutter speeds. Then I edit them with Adobe CS2.
Thanks everyone
So lately Ive been bummed about the lack of snow...contrary to most people's hatred of cold and snow...but finally, it got cold enough to make snow. YAY!!! Ive been snowboarding and it has been great. VT got 13 inches when I was there, wicked riding at Sugarbush. Its not a visual art to put in here....unless someone photographs it...but it is an art to do and a great to see.
Im moving to Cali in a month too. Finally getting out of NJ...I hate it here. Im going into Chiropractic School. So wish me luck. Most likely I will not renew my subscription simply because I wont have anytime while in school to edit and post my photos. But I
Well summer is going by so fast...and I havent gone skydiving yet. I want to ask everyone ... what improvements can I make in my photography...im feeling stuck. I got a 10 million candlelight spotlight to use as a portable light source for night shots. Its bright as hell but not as bright as a real photo light. Im gonna try some night shots with it and see how it works. I do have a flash built into my cam...and some extra flashes...but i wanted to get a single source that I can control from where it is coming from. Wish me luck.
Skyballs rolling over
space cadet window shades
coming onto her
like snowballing effects
night owls work